I started October winning $1k in the first few sessions and thought 'I'm back baby', however I lost a load today, sigh. I ran bad a fair bit but that's no excuse for tilting off a few stacks. It makes me think about how much I have lost due to tilt...many thousands. It's time to become a machine again, to not worry about winning or losing or getting 'unlucky'. I need to be consistent and let other regs and fish make the mistakes. I went over stop loss today but luckily managed to run like god for 5 mins and recover some of the losses. Mentor BH suggested a little bit of music might lift my mood during the session and it had an instant impact, thank goodness! I got lucky to win it back though. I think Durrr needs some music or something today cos he is doing his absolute brains getting owned by Zigmund at HU PLO on Tilt. Durr for you I suggest some Enrique - I like it ;-) (think he might have heard me and put it on cos he's winning some back now, lol)
I'm up a little bit for the month now but I can't afford to have anymore days like today. I'm better than this, but this blog post is a reminder that I will NOT TILT anymore. Let's gogogogogogo.
Sigh at Morgan's bubble in the HU £1k event at EPT btw, hope your one time comes soon.
JP
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